This Song

This Song
It brings back flooding memories
From my haunting past
Memories I buried away a long time ago
Why do they keep coming back?
I promised myself I will never be that person again
And I won't
Not now, Not ever.
I will never hurt a person like that again
People I love, People I care about so much
Carelessly cutting them open
Tugging at their hearts
In the wrong ways
This Song
It pops into my head
Takes me back to that place
Like a knife to my heart
That place of darkness
That place of insecurity, lies, depression
Depression will never control me again
HE took that away some time ago
And it's never coming back
This Song
Won't control me anymore.