The Great Epiphany

Sometimes when I'm alone
In the quiet, in the dark
I have time to think,
Time to reminisce
I think about the night
I replay the things you said
The things you did
I take those words, those motions
And I twist them in to something they're not
Something negative, that you never meant at all
Your intentions were innocent
But my mind is free to think
In the quiet, in the dark
Once I replay the night over and over
I come to The Great Epiphany
You no longer care

My New Family (:

The wedding was amazing.
Crystal looked soooo beautiful and happy!
My dad sang to her, and made everyone cry.
A happy cry (:
It was alot shorter than I thought it would be..
And I cried at the reception more than the actual wedding!
It was a very emotional day,
For everyone.
Our family did our dance that we've been practicing.
The hoedown throwdown.
Woohoo!
But yeah..
Everyone looked amazing, and I'm very happy that it's over.
My parents are in Las Vegas now on their Honeymoon (EWWW.)
Anyway,
It was an amazing day and I'm excited to start my new life!

Who you were, and who you're becoming

Life has changed you.
The way you think, look, and act
You're mind is strangled by so many thoughts
That are leading you in different directions
They're all wrong
Don't listen to the voices,
Saying it's okay
It's not okay, and I'm losing you
You're losing yourself
You're losing sight of HIM
The Way, The Truth, The Life
You're headed the wrong way
The person you're becoming is not who I once loved
I'm losing sight of you
I'm losing my grip
Soon you'll be on your own

Love

Love is not proud
Love does not boast
Love after all
Matters the most
Love does not run
Love does not hide
Love does not keep
Locked inside
Love is the river that flows through
Love never fails you
Love will sustain
Love will provide
Love will not cease
At the end of time
Love will protect
Love always hopes
Love still believes
When you don't
Love is the arms that are holding you
Love never fails you
When my heart won't make a sound
When I can't turn back around
When the sky is falling down
Nothing is greater than this
Greater than this
Love is right here
Love is alive
Love is the way
The truth the life
Love is the river than flows through
Love is the arms that are holding you
Love is the place you will fly to
Love never fails you
-Brandon Heath

Change.

Why do people have to change?
Why do relationships have to weaken?
Why do we have to grow apart?
Why do things always get in the way of perfection?
Of happiness?
So many questions,
Where are the answers?

Livvie.

A year has past, and yet I can't seem to get over it.
A year has past, and yet I can still feel the pain.
I can still feel the regret, in the pit of my soul.
I can still remember every single thing that you said.
Back then, being happy seemed so easy.
But neither one of us were truly happy.
In fact, I don't think we knew what that even was.
Moving on, and growing up has been hard.
Seeing you happy, has made me happy.
But has also made that ghost come back to haunt me.
The ghost of my past.
Looking back, I can't even believe I was that person.
The guilt in my eyes.
The lies in my eyes.
The hurt,
And the pain.
In yours.
But I have forgiven myself.
And honestly, forgiving myself was harder than forgiving you.
Because it hurt when you gave up on me.
But there really was no hope.
Now, it's a different story.
You're different,
I'm different.
Those scars don't hurt as much,
But they will always be there.
And so will I.

Hellooo (:

Hiya.
I figured this was a good way to let all my feelings out.
Instead of just keeping them all in, ya know?
So yeah, I'm officially a blogger person.
Woohoo!
Well..I'll be putting up more stuff too!
Bye!
(: